Mistress...

Wow, um, yeah.  I feel like I'm too young (as in I'm too young to be taken seriously) for this whole thing but I've got it anyways, and if this is to be truly a diary, I must write it down because it might not be big later in my life but it is big right now.  And plus, if I don't write it down, I'll forget, and thoughts should be archived, or at least thats how I see it (and how they see t on Vampire Diaries, yes I'm a total sucker for Stefan, and Edward, and Stark, and Kalona...Although he's not really a vampire but whatever).

I like this dude, who really likes me, but he has an on again off again girlfriend of a LONG time.

And somehow (probably because he does it on purpose, but it could just be coincidental) we always end up together, without her around, ALWAYS.  He always shows up, wherever I am, out of class, in class, school events. Every day, EVERYDAY!  And somehow he ends up in my classes every tri, sitting next to me.

Ah, I will not falter to temptation, and I don't care if I'm taking this whole thing to seriously but really.  I'm not one of those dufus's who does not have self control.  And I've seen the destruction cheating can have (but on a much larger scale, like my parents, and my grandparents...we have a history of it I guess).

Maybe it's just because I haven't really had dude attention before, and now all of a sudden I'm just getting MORE and MORE every year...  And I'm not used to it, all this wooing, and well, my woo/bullshit radar has not yet been strengthened.  So woo equals swoon.  I'm a total sucker for romance in any way, shape or form, just can't help it.

Crushes develop quickly, now I understand why girls are so boy crazy as a teenager, being introduced to all this fun.  At least I'm not letting it take over me, I mean, I haven't even dated yet, and it's not ALL we talk about...OH MY GOSH!  Does it only get worse?

Always Three Words,

Nadia Echo